I’ve gone home the past two weekends. So this weekend I was texting Patrick. Saturday night he was telling me how him and a friend were going to a bonfire. I had been out in the sun all day and I was getting tired so I was dozing a bit. And he texted me a little bit after our conversation died down saying how i needed to be back. I said I’d be back tomorrow and he said that he knew that. I then asked what was happening that I should be back that night. I ended up falling asleep after sending that and before he answered. So I woke up to his answer which was “Nothin’ Just be nice if you could be here.” 

He came over this morning and made breakfast for him, my roommate, and me. My roommate went to her room to get something and I was doing something at the the counter and he grabbed me from behind and just hugged me. He said he missed me and we just stood like that for a few seconds.

I just wish we would date. It’s so annoying. We already act like a fucking couple at times. Let’s just make this thing official. But we can’t, because his roommate likes me. I don’t know how he doesn’t get the hint that I don’t like him. He actually pisses me off most of the time. Whenever Patrick mentions that his roommate will be there I get angry. This guy just puts me in a bad mood. He acts like he knows everything and he doesn’t. I’m sorry dude, but you have aspirations of getting anywhere in life. He works at a fast food restaurant and doesn’t go to school. He’s never been to college. I understand that college isn’t for everyone, but in this day and age in America, you need a college education. It’s not that he just doesn’t know what he wants to do, he just doesn’t have any interest in going. 

I don’t know it just fucking pisses me off because he’s fucking blind. Patrick and I flirt all the time. Even in front of him. And he just doesn’t see it. I don’t text him, I text Patrick. I go over to their house to hang out with Patrick, not him. Hello dude, get some eyeballs and notice shit. I do not like you.